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I HAVEN'T DONE A QUESTION MEME SINCE MARCH. And I need something to go back and forth on while doing a tedious assignment.
Right now I'm down to Selenia, my Van Grants from Aather, and Noir, my Van Grants from Deco. (Playing two Vans felt less ridiculous when I also had girls in my lineup alkjfsd).
And though they're dropped, I'll also accept questions for Estelle and Saya if there are any. (PRETEND I STILL HAVE VARIETY OK? OK!)
Right now I'm down to Selenia, my Van Grants from Aather, and Noir, my Van Grants from Deco. (Playing two Vans felt less ridiculous when I also had girls in my lineup alkjfsd).
And though they're dropped, I'll also accept questions for Estelle and Saya if there are any. (PRETEND I STILL HAVE VARIETY OK? OK!)
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unless you have things i should ask in which case you should tell me
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HE STILL WORRIES ABOUT...WORRYING HER. Especially now they're talking about memories more often again and it's just very clear that their lives were very different and also that his life was kind of radically awful in comparison to her's. (Though that seems to be most character's lives vs....shoujo heroines......) He hasn't been pulling punches on his end though since he feels that she'd appreciate honesty more but...yes.
He's also worried about the fact that he made HIS EVIL GLEE FACE after...killing 10,000 people and that Apple got to see that. I am sorry I am an evil mass murderer that has killed so many innocent people. . . BUT...He appreciates that she uh, understood a bit of what he meant by feeling he saved Asch. And that was a justification he used for himself for a long time but he finally made the connection that "Oh, the reason why people are content with 'saving even just one person' is because a single life has worth." So that's something he'll have to chew on for a bit.
ALSO TWO FOR ONE BECAUSE THE SECOND ONE IS SHORT: Estelle is joining Rook on a quest to help him understand Fell (and also self discovery!) and...I am honestly not sure what the journey entails beyond that. I would have to ask Nayami for more details but I imagine she's going on fun exciting adventures right now. '^'
Reverse relationship?
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She is also a little worried about future bad games because while they expressed their viewpoints they didn’t exactly reconcile them in order to find out how to play together whoops. BUT the hope that it will prevent future misunderstandings is there, and she just...trusts him to listen to what she has to say, and trusts him to speak up if he has something he wants to say too. Which is not a solution, just the potential for one, but it’s good enough for her since she can’t promise to hurt people if push comes to shove (at this point in time; whenever meetings happen she will be willing to talk it over).
She appreciates him not pulling punches with his memories because IT’S AWFUL AND IT SUCKS but she also...accepted a LONG TIME AGO that he mass murdered people and that is going to be a terrible thing no matter what. The fact that he had to live with the Score and chose a solution that involved letting a huge amount of people die is going to suck no matter what. The fact that he makes evil glee faces at death is going to be concerning no matter what '-' Him being honest about his life made her feel...hmm, like he’s willing to fully admit what he did and try to make amends for it in his own way. She doesn’t want to lecture him on it; it’s obvious that he’s changed since then and chastising him for something that he did in the past isn’t going to help him move forward. (Which is something she only recognized when she was trying to move forward and was constantly chastised for past actions; it was something she couldn’t fully learn until she experienced it herself, I think.) But she doesn’t want to just sit idly by while he relives those memories either, so she’s glad she gets to ask him to elaborate on them a bit. She doesn’t want to condemn him for his actions, but she wants to make it clear she doesn’t condone what he did either, and it is a tricky thing for her to balance since this is the first time she’s had to...deal with a tales antagonist?! Fsdkfjgh shoujo heroine life :|a If he understands that a single life has worth then she will count it as a success. She's glad that she can be a neutral presence that he feels comfortable talking to about the terrible things he's done \o/
I am having such a hard time thinking of questions UHMMM IN A HYPOTHETICAL WORLD if Selenia did end up going to AnS world and living in Clarines how do you think that would go?
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BUT SERIOUSLY. Clarines seems like a pretty peaceful place compared to...Auldrant and Aather. How do you live in a world without war or trauma games? ('-') THERE WILL PROBABLY BE AN ADJUSTMENT PERIOD, especially since he'd have to figure out what to do there. Most likely he'll try and offer music lessons but he'll always keep his sword. Just in case. '-'
...More interestingly from an OOC perspective, since Selenia's magic requires an environmental source of power to work with, moving to Clarines would mean sacrificing his magic. I am not sure how he would handle it to be honest! Making the choice to give it up would mean he'd be pretty committed to going to Clarines and living there, so he'd probably take it all right...But he's also gotten used to regaining those skills so losing them again could mean he'd get even more frustrated with seemingly mundane tasks because he doesn't have his magic to back him up. IT COULD BE INTERESTING.
And that is an interesting question. How would it go if Apple ended up on Auldrant? :|a (That is probably a harder question if you go with the post-game route but ANY TIME WORKS PROBABLY.)
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Whether it was in-game or post-game it would have interesting implications though, because I assume she would be outside of the Score and would refuse to live under the assumption that she was bound to the Score in any way. In-game would mean she ends up sidetracking herself by helping those injured in the various battles, disasters, and attacks that happen, possibly to the point of attempting to stop fights at the source (which would involve getting involved with the Main Party/Van Grants/respective rulers of countries and theocracies and yelling at them). Post-game is presumably less violent so she would be coping with Life Without The Score easier than everyone else, while still focusing on finding a way to get back to Clarines. I think one big thing would be that she would be QUITE INTERESTED IN MAGIC. It would be a possible source for her to get home, and Auldrant magic has a consistency to it that Aather does not, and does not come from a sketchy source. If she could learn how to use magic there she would probably pick it up; she would be particularly interested in healing magic but I don’t think she could learn any magic anyways so PIPE DREAMS.
If Selenia could have only one kind of magic, what kind would he have any why?
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...And also, he can still kill with a sword anyway so if killing is ever necessary he won't need his magic. But if injury is a thing, healing will help lots. '-'b
Apple's favorite type of games? (Other than trauma of course, we already know how much she just loves that constant maiming and death.)
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She likes the games where they interact with other teams and mingle, so anything that isn't a locked room game endears itself more to her. Most games are locked room games, so there's always a little bit of tension behind those ones because she hates being locked up. She enjoys games where they can come up with a creative solution as opposed to games that just have them picking from options, as she tends to question their options and try to pick something that isn't there, or just refuses to pick. As such she also tends to like creativity games! Those are the ones that stick out in her mind as ones that were enjoyable; the sandcastle game, the Sugar Racer car, the Sapphire dinner setting, Peter Pan's adventure game, Lancelot's castle game, etc. She is also pretty okay with most story games, but she is ICly not the greatest at coming up with stories and I am OOCly not the best at writing things within a short time limit so they end up being a little more difficult /o\
UHMMMMM reverse unless you have already told me this in which case I will think of a different question